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Monday, March 28, 2011 ♥

Now very boring because in school just to take model home... and I forget to put my tongue stud on after washing it... argh!!
Yesterday I went to volunteer myself to help out in Katong CC. It was fun though some kid bully me by taking away my bottles that I need to look after... naughty boy -.-!!! and one girl try to take my bag away. I thought she want to help us put our bags on the chair as he was pushing the chair but NO.... what can I say? kids.
After all, I think that the event was meaningful because we play games with the kids and I eat a lot... Oh no going to be fat!!! more Fats as me ans Sihui went to eat again at parkway - fish soup and durian ice cream!!!
Erm let me think... I think I ate too much durian as the day before (26 march 2011) I went to Malaysia with my love, his grandma's birthday, I also eat durian.... HaHa!!
That day was fun, we went to Pontian (his ah ma's house) and the seaside. The seaside is different from the one in Singapore because the water is brown... and there wasn't sand but full of rocks!!! Different experience :) I love the sea breeze.
Actually, I was very shock and scared to see so many kids in a house because I do not like children. They were cute and most of them look a like??? HaHaHaHaHaHa
Fun day:P
cute @ 4:06:00 PM

Tuesday, March 22, 2011 ♥

What's wrong with me? I'm confused and sad that why can't he love,like is me? ONLY ME?? Am I asking too much to have someone only have me in his life and not others??? After knowing that she is his good catch, Wat am I??? I know I am jealous but who will not?? Is it that I am too easy to have that's why I am jealous?? I always thinks that if he really want to go then tell me and I will let go of you. You can do, think or have what you want. At least, it will not affect me not like now, what you say really affect me and it is not good coz I felt that I'm being compared. I HATE IT!!! You might not think that way but I feel it.... It's making me very stress, not being to like what you like or do the things you like. Feeling being left out and what am I??
Am I still not good to you? I try my best but still can't win ur heart... Though I know that I'm not the type of girl u like but that's who I am.
Should I just stop here? I always ask myself this question. Be myself and do what I want to do? I dun wan to be kind to anyone, its hurting me every time. I wan to only think of myself, no one should or can control me!!! NO ONE !!! Why do u wan to interfere with my life. Why can't I have some secret, WHY?
cute @ 10:43:00 AM

Monday, March 21, 2011 ♥

Why can't I graduate yet??? I so sad coz others graduated and went for holiday! Why am i doing here?

After talking to Kai'en, I begin to think twice what I should do and to do :) though I think I can't really do it but I will change....
I hate people to compare me with others, wads the point of comparing?? will it make any different? maybe to others but not to me at all!!!

Wads wrong with me? I have no goals and dunno wad I should do after graduate?? People ask me wad I wan to do but I really dunno!
Please Stop asking me this question!!!!

Haha Kai'en very funny... Super Funny!!
Taking to Kai'en is a enjoyable thing because she will be singing my name and acting over the phone.

Kai'en I'm not a fox!!!
haha

Thanks for having you and the others as my friend :)
cute @ 11:27:00 AM